PARANOID In God's name we lust / for dough some bust don't know whats trust / so tell me whats us both tried to break me / burn a dutch in disgust till my flesh turn to dust / on the grinds a must so whats just / trial by fire / a jury of liars got me searching for the truth / like a blow torch & pliers I'm tired / but my body don't get it / forget it I can't / got it embedded in my head / seen it coming so I prepare for the worst / & make it my best gotta let'em breath to learn how to put'em to rest after that / let'em sleep so they ain't up to the test it's survival of the fittest in this game of conquest rarely a jest / no smiles never the less these clowns act funny like this game's a circus and if it's all about money / they ain't worth a pay check you can bet that they collecting of the next man sweat. Hook So who you trust / who you lust who'd you bust /shhhhhhh keep it quiet / I know too much so I ain't got time / don't talk too much feel the chill before the silence keep your game under the counter keep you gun under the counter Every move is crucial / you's a fool they use you watch what you're use to / who ya choose to stay true to / those that do for me like I do for / them homie that's what crew for trying to rape the land / so you pimp ya folks can't fuck wit my click / ain't in the mood for 2 face bitches & side winding' snakes so the mo y'all hate / the more I shine so hate more tough luck hard times maintain we pray for see that's life / some get / more than they paid for you're fake if you say I'm / too true to be tasteful or fronting if you say there's no more room to make dough this biz breed greed that spread kill slow infect our seeds / they grow blind & hateful watch'em rush to choose sides / but how few are faithful you see not knowing who's who makes it hard to stay true.

You need to be ready for the first dose of many a drug unlike any effects got plenty addicts I got many to pay their last penny for a rush so heavy I high so steady a life few can lead a skill some envy a price to hefty to leave your soul empty these words so deadly to lace my medley the bass line tempt me to fix my remedy see I got a mean lean unstoppable tendency it take one dose to hit ya harder than 10 of me I breath fire inspired by places ya sending me I've been to hell & back ain't much you can do to me It feels so right its blasphemous to mock it any doubt is unreasonable my hustle can't knock it when it all started it was bout the art an not the profit now I'm a mic fiend O.D-ing to fatten my pockets It was all love till I did it like a drug now its all bugged cause I never get enough feels something like I don't give a fuck one hit got me going going going I'm gone So by any means please take my name use it in vain intravenous or slang to me it all seem the same it's all part a the game it's traded for gain it's all love till it change & you addicted like Jane I mean it was all good when it began but if you dig too deep it'll fuck with your brain you're doing it for the heads that's barely throwing you change it's like they hate to hear you blow but love the sound of maintain so the song stay the same though I try to refrain I still give it till its gone making sure that it BANG keeping these kids in a zone like I'm Ritalin if you're brave take a hit & lets see if you can hang then.

First Dose (lyrics) I was a fiend, the second I stepped on the scene burning out ya amp, when I take it to extremes musically motivated, so when Hip hop started circulating I took it to levels they called it...complicated cause I grab the mic & won't put on an act y'all they'll try to fake it & say that, I got gall but that's cool, cause I don't get upset I kick a hole in your speakers start poking holes in your tweeters bring ya best game & I'll beat ya I'm moves ahead but I'll reach ya playa from field to bleachers run game in Timbs or sneakers they say.. Skila come to teach ya, keep it tight like 2 seaters move a crowd like 2 heaters, control flow like world leaders but fuck that!!! we need a nation fulla truth seekers instead of these, blind leapers & paraplegic speakers my squad of brainiac bruisers turn ya team to bleeders I hold a grudge tight like I do the link that will lead us my mood stay grim, like Benjamin or the reaper watch these freaks compete, see who can sell their soul cheaper I keep my integrity, it make the pain sweeter voice opinion like a loud speaker, lite sleeper, ring leader slash zoo keeper that will make a true believer when I let the animals loose when I'm getting the fever for another fix, shit, I tried to stall it with reefers, but it only get my mind working and will a lot weaker dirty wife beater, wearing blue collar, double feature can't make up my mind, I'd flip a coin, but I'm a cheater potential over achiever, call shots like mind readers y'all be biting your tongues with nothing to say either I speak hurricanes, give'em seizures in my leisure coldblooded flow like I formulated in a freezer calibrated to be lethal, & this is just a teaser so y'all can call it a rap, but these lines go much deeper I've overcome steeper obstacles, I'm built to be a leader but I'm still out here getting change like a parking meter so if you catch me round the way or at a show, remember ya seen another fiend of the microphone, Skila, Insomniac Dream!

"WE DON'T SEE YOU AROUND NO MORE" THEY SAID I'D NEVER GO NO WHERE NOW THAT THIS IS ALL I KNOW THEY SAY I NEVER GO NO WHERE 2X I walk the fine line between ambition & greed aggressive way of thinking turning wants to needs addicted to a game that turned out too many fiends now running outta options my only choice to succeed while your faith bleed out your knees praying you'll deserve it God help those helping themselves so I take 2 servings fuck it if I'm hurting as long as I get work in y'all flirting with failure when deaths already certainly lurking around the corner so I stay blocks ahead percolating O.D-ing on caffeine, nuff said circulating through the city jagged bars my pen bled trying to scar the face of the planet before I drop dead look man, I'm fit so fuck what the doc said I can't afford mental health till I get that bread to get my family fed I choice other means instead of decapitating muthaf%ers just to get ahead KEEP ON LEARNING KEEP ON GRINDING OUT KEEP ON GETTING YOURS FEELS LIKE I'LL NEVER HEAR THE END ABOUT THIS KEEP ON LEARNING KEEP ON GRINDING OUT KEEP ON GETTING YOURS BUT MAMA NEVER TOLD ME ANYTHING ABOUT THIS I'm like a weapon speaking reckless when I blow ya mind mind-state big as Texas when it's gear to the grind waste a minute waiting is senseless if money is time can't spend a cent or a second till I pocket whats mine no blocking our shine rhyme to bold skull too thick pressure fold'em, hits holding bitch take your pick follow codes that keep me cold from birth I've been sick y'all lose control trying to hold dead weight you will slip no shit Skila built to last iron clad shit on the edge of madness some thought I passed it see my fate so I reach with a steel grip to grasp it one part of a legacy to last past the casket small task I speak brass & past that unleash wrath on tracks ya'll could worry or match that a fury enduring to strong to hold back so I spit flow let go, y'all can hold that

They say I'm strange and abrasive call me a fucker of mothers would be like a father to brother but I got caught up like others picked the streets over my home and sent hellos from the gutter pulled off the blindfold they knew I'd never recover let them see the red in my eyes I watch their souls shudder I've seen dreams die because of fantasies of others that squeeze fatalities into fallacies they utter so please your knees are dirty when you lie you stutter go ahead try to hide you'll find it only uncovers the lies you lay your lives on quicksand you fuckers I ain't learned it cause I heard it to surpass I've suffered backstabber and throat cutters I've had my last supper now I'm starving keep sipping you suckers yall be slipping I be carving a chunk out the fucker clock's ticking times warning every second get rougher plot thickens and I'm storming you won't know a thing until you go under Run and hide or stand and fight live to breath not to lie pray all night but why ask why live to die another day Run and hide or stand and fight live to breath not to lie pray all night but why ask why live to fight another day I fought and fled bluff and called cut'em and bled born to be free better off dead its human they said mistakes that I'd live to regret made my own bed I can't sleep so I fuck'em instead about a buck fifty-five pounds of hard head couldn't change my mind with a sledgehammer to the head ducked cops, shots and cars one time left of dead took aim more than once but I never bust lead took blame once to much God forbid its them when you open up your heart sometimes its hard to defend fighting hate with hate sometimes its hard to pretend showed them fucks I was hurting they took the bait in the end got'em shock hit'em like I shot'em with adrenaline popped them with the medicine to not sleep again I opt to op outside the block I'm living in can't see me being stopped by this prison they say we in Run and hide or stand and fight live to breath not to lie pray all night but why ask why live to die another day Run and hide or stand and fight live to breath not to lie pray all night but why ask why live to fight another day

Yall suckers can't see me but you smell me coming a million miles and running without a gun I'm stunning dumbning out attacking a track like I'm heading hunting brains busting them over drums lay'm down crush'm I rush em over the ledge, tongue double edge they say its all butter but I'm missing the bread bugging about to snap noose down to a thread can 't live ready to die cause then you're already dead more madness from the morbid mind fuck to move you twist your spine when its time to groove to this automatic phlegm spitting rap addict making that racket you can't stop it like bad habits they trying to keep it together I'm bout getting it cracking while you asking what happened your girls backing it up, shaking her thang strutting her stuff pressing her luck sparking a flame is never enough now that's whats up If its pussy or the paper or burning up a dub I can't get enough you can't get enough lets pull this caper for the paper meng the world ain't enough I can't get enough you can't get enough Getting twisted on the low that's whats up shorty got beautiful lips now that's what sucks Cadillac on chrome pick the lock to the truck and empty rubbers in her mouth now that's a slut Skila said what another sick fuck here to kick out your speakers like I'm hiding in your trunk let it bump over sleepers heads like a top bunk wake up apologizing if you even dream of popping junk fully loaded Johnny Black rap like a shot-tee I'm pumped your story's fulla holes I can see through the front second guess and get stumped fuck around and get stomped if shorty got rump don't mean she get comped I D with a thump big steps coming up stand out like a stain bleed slow out the cut fuck them hoes get doe keep liquor in a cup 100 hundred times 4 mil it ain't never enough

Watch your step OK My life like I O D'd on caffeine and cocaine my grind on till breath gone I refuse to refrain my speech burn like butane on Richter's scale still weigh enough to leave'm shook whenever my word play like I'm off the books haters can't see me get paid I'm so off the hook like someone else is to blame so just play the rook step to the side or move straight don't come at me crooked and force me to twist your fate it take just a look and these fuckers screw their face like how he got skills and not a felony case and how he know the streets but they don't recognize his face and how he not a thug but get respect when in the place I tell'm a tight lip skin of my teeth and God's grace a tough team no sleep on the low holding an ace if you ain't prepared to go the distance don't even jump in the race this is a sleepers nightmare they can't keep up with the pace Every word, every breath every move, every step every promise I kept I ain't playing From my birth to my death for my fam & my set outta love & respect I ain't playing Wise up keep your eyes wide round me size up big traps flapping gums round me tough talk never bust no gun round me line up wait your turn to take a chuck outta me hold up in the jungle animals wilding rise up bring'm down like big game hunting times up so repent like your worlds ending I'm about to pull off big plans like its a small thing sure win Skila thing so hot its scalding Turret's syndrome more balls then Spalding fuck that bitch shit my flow be harding a paranoid problem far from solving I grind till I'm balling ball till falling these cats claim to ride but their cars are stalling Skila I D I be a beast evolving tear up piece by piece thats nature calling

Dug my way out of my grave holding my breath all the dirt they shoveled on me my testing my strength all that I gave left me empty, ain't even holding regrets I saw the light finally when I crawled up from the depths now dig this no way I'm I joining the living dead these women is worse than zombies trying to get in my head so eat brains in the least help me to relieve stress while these haters lose heart trying to get it off their chest I'm trying to get it through your skull and put it through your vest trying to stuff it in your bird and drop it in her nest with all the extremes we go through trying to reach success its no surprise some would sell their souls trying to be the best I couldn't give mine away so now I collect I hear the grave keep calling but ignore'em to death and the lord have mercy so now I feel I'm in debt so when you see me know exactly what I'm coming to get!